HIGH SCHOOL NEVER ENDS

M: "Hahahahaha.. jadi begini ya rasanya udah mau lulus SMA? Galau"
B: "Kok galau?"
M: "Iyalah galau mikirin kuliah, emang lu pikir apaan? nyesel yah"
B: "Nyesel kenapa lagi dah lu ini? banyak amat beban kayaknya"
M: "Iya, nyesel jadi anak males, nyesel gak pernah belajar kalo mau ulangan, gak pernah kerjain tugas kalo ada tugas, tidur aja, twitteran terus"
B: "Nah, laju salah siapa?"
M: "Ya salah gue lah, masa salah bapak emak lu"
B: "Nah, kalo udah tau salah lu, sekarang lu mau apa? nyesel?"
M: "Nyesel sih iya, yang lain udah pada tenang mikirin kuliah, tinggal UN"
B: "Sekarang kan masih ada waktu kali, belajar aja, mau diseselin juga percuma kayaknya, gak akan ngembangin otak lu"
M: "Iya sih, bener juga lu. tapi gue kangen"
B: "Nah, bener kan dugaan gue! gak lain dan gak bukan lu pasti bahas ini"


Udah baca obrolan diatas kan? Itu fakta kok, bukan cuman tulisan belaka.
Well, gue cuman mau tanya nih sama kalian yang ngebaca blog gue ini:
How's your high school? Bad? Good? Interesting? Awesome? or...
UNFORGETTABLE?
whatever your answer, actually I don't give a damn. *peace*

Sebenernya mau dijawab apa juga, intinya pada campur-campur, gak ada moment di hidup kita yang isinya bagus semuaaaa, atau jelek semuaaaa.
Masing-masing pasti punya arti yang berbeda, punya sesuatu yang bisa diingat dengan cara yang berbeda.
Contoh :
Pernah berantem di kelas?
Pernah berantem dengan temen satu sekolah tapi beda kelas?
Pernah ketangkep basah sama guru lagi ngerokok?
Pernah kepergok lagi mesra-mesraan sama pacar di kelas kosong?
Pernah dihukum bareng ramean hampir satu kelas karena ga kerja tugas?
Pernah bolos rame-rame cuman buat hindarin satu mata pelajaran yang gak enak gurunya?
Pernah diem-dieman sama temen satu kelas padahal dulunya akrab?
Pernah saling sindir-sindiran sama temen satu kelas?
Pernah maen timpuk-timpukan kertas/penghapus/apa aja lah yang bisa ditimpuk sama temen-temen di kelas sampe kejer-kejeran?
Pernah kompak gak kerjain tugas bareng satu kelas?
Pernah foto bareng sama wali kelas/guru tersayang bareng anak satu kelas?
Pernah ngegebet adik kelas yang ganteng/cantik?
Pernah nembak adik kelas waktu valentine?
atau
Pernah ngasih coklat ke gebetan tapi diledekin depan temen-temennya?

Banyak banget kan moment-moment yang pasti kalian inget saat kalian lepas dari yang namanya SEKOLAH MENENGAH ATAS.
Kenapa sih judulnya HIGH SCHOOL NEVER ENDS? sebenernya gue juga gak tau, itu kan judul lagu, tapi kalo dipikir ada benernya juga sama judul itu.

Kangen?
Pasti! Banget! Sangat! Akan!
Hal yang pasti pertama kita kangenin sama masa-masa SMA bukanlah orangnya, tapi moment-moment yang gak bakal pernah bisa kita lupain, mungkin aja salah satu dari kalian ada yang ngalamin kayak moment-moment yang gue sebutin di atas hahaha. who knows?

Orang bilang, masa SMA itu adalah masa paling indah.
Bener gak sih?

Kalian pernah mikir gak apa yang bakal guru kalian katakan nanti kalau kalian udah keluar dari sekolah itu?
"ini murid gue yang jengkelin abis!"
"ini murid gue yang kebiasaannya ngupil di kelas"
"ini murid gue yang biasa bolos kalo pelajaran matematika"
atau bahkan dia bertanya
"INI MURID GUE TAH? KAPAN?" tabok aja gurunya kalo kayak gitu.

Buat kalian (khususnya juga gue) yang udah mau lulus, coba deh jangan pengen cepet-cepet lulus dulu, karena belum tentu di kuliah kita bakal dapet temen yang se-enjoy di SMA.
Emang kadang kita ngerasa pengen cepet lulus, pengen cepet keluar dari 'neraka' dan pengen cepet liburan gak mikirin tugas lagi, gue pun juga gitu.
Tapi, ingat bukan berarti gue mau lama-lama di SMA lagi, kayak misalnya sampe minta UN di undur sampe bulan september, mati aja tuh mah.

"The Whole Damn World is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and (who's having sex)
Who‘s got the money. Who (gets the honeys)
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess"

The lyric is so touching for us who have status as a high school student.

Apologize?

I just found this song in my ipod, so I played it many times.
Then suddenly out of the blue I thought of something that made me bring me to the past.
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I'm holding on your rope  
Got me ten feet off the ground 
And I'm hearing what you say  
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me  
Then you go and cut me down, but wait  
You tell me that you're sorry 
Didn't think I'd turn around and say
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late 
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you  
And I need you like a heart needs a beat But that's nothing new, yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say sorry like the angel  
Heaven let me think was you  
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late  
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa whoa
It's too late to apologize, it's too late 
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah 
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope 
Got me ten feet off the ground.

Does apologize mean everything for those who always repeat their mistakes?

Why do they always make the same mistake and repeat it again, again, again?

If there was no word "apologize" anymore for them, what would they do to us? 

Sometimes, when you feel like nobody loves you and you just can survive with one person in your life, you always trust what she/he says. no matter how unreasonable it is, because you have no friend, you think like they are just strangers for you. On the other side, you don't know what they think about the 'one person'.

Have you ever thought if someday the person you trust lie to you, over, and over again? Does it seem like you're being fooled by him/her? 

Do you still forgive him/her? because be kind and be stupid sound alike.

We live in a big world, why don't you live your life? Get your life, please?

When I was 4

I often see people talking about their childhood.

They miss about it, so do I.

You know what I felt when I was only four?

Yeah, Life was so easier.

Life was interesting.

I was never tired of something unimportant.

I never felt something broke my heart, even just a little bit.

I cried as hard as I wanted to vent my resentment.

Time flies so fast.

I'm seventeen now! 

Seems life is so complicated even though I know that actually people who make it.

I never regret about it because what God's given to me is something to be thankful for.

LASAGNA! HERE WE ARE!

Knowing how to make lasagna is the ticket to executing one of those rare, special dishes that absolutely nobody hates. Go ahead, flip through your phone. No lasagna haters in there. Scroll down your Facebook friends list. Everyone there likes lasagna too. Hey, haven't you been meaning to throw a dinner shindig for everyone in your phone and Facebook friends list? Follow this how-to and discover how easy it is to make the Italian pasta casserole everyone loves.

Here's what you'll need:
1 box of lasagna noodles, cooked and drained
1 large jar of good-quality tomato sauce (or you can make your own)
1 16-ounce container of ricotta cheese (or you can make your own)
2 eggs
salt and pepper
1 cup of grated Parmesan cheese
1 pound of fresh mozzarella, sliced 1/2-inch thick (about 18 slices)

Spread a layer of sauce over the bottom of the dish

Using a spoon, spread a thin layer of tomato sauce over the bottom of a 9x12-inch casserole dish. 

Add first layer of lasagna sheets

Layer 2 sheets of lasagna on top of the sauce, overlapping to fit if necessary. 

Spread ricotta on top

Combine ricotta and eggs together in a large bowl and season lightly with salt and pepper, then gently spread a thin layer of the mixture on top of the lasagna noodles.

Add mozzarella slices

Arrange 6 slices of mozzarella over the ricotta, overlapping a little if necessary. 

Sprinkle on the Parmesan

Evenly sprinkle 1/3 cup of Parmesan over the mozzarella slices. 

Add another layer of sauce, and repeat

Spoon another layer of sauce over the Parmesan, then begin from Step 2 with another layer of noodles.

Top finished lasagna with mozzarella

Once you've added the sauce on top of the second layer of cheese, top with the remaining mozzarella slices, sprinkle with the rest of the Parmesan, cover with foil and bake at 375 for 30 minutes. Remove foil and continue baking for 15 minutes, or until cheese is bubbly. Allow to sit for at least 20 minutes before slicing. 

                   Now sit back, relax, and gaze upon your perfect lasagna. =)

Before it's too late to say that you love them!

Well, disini gue cuman mau ngebahas gimana sih rasanya kalo suatu saat kita bakal kehilangan orang-orang yang paling kita sayang di dunia! bukan seorang kekasih, gebetan, mantan, teman-teman, ataupun sahabat.

Emang sih, kadang kita ngerasa bahwa sahabat itu orang yang paling ngertiin kita kalo kita lagi gundah gulana, galau, bimbang, kesel, seneng, atau apalah mood kita waktu itu.

Tapi apa kalian pernah mikir?

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1. "Karena siapa gue bisa lahir ke dunia ini?"

2. "Siapa yang biayain semua kebutuhan gue selama dari pertama hidup sampai sekarang?"

3. "Ke siapa gue ngadu waktu gue masih kecil kalau ada masalah sama temen?"

4. "Siapa yang bela-belain ngutang sama orang lain, pasang muka tembok depan orang, atau bahkan kerja apa aja dari pagi-sore hanya untuk buat gue makan dan bayar uang sekolah?"

5. "Siapa yang merawat gue waktu gue sakit? gak peduli itu sakit ringan atau berat"

Well, mungkin itu semua rasanya gak cukup untuk ditulis disini, karena masih banyak hal-hal yang bisa dibilang gak selalu datar dalam hidup, gak kita sadarin kalo mereka itu segalanya untuk kita.

Who are they?

Yup! Our parents. P-A-R-E-N-T-S.

Pernah gak sih kalian tuh mikir salah 1 dari apa yang ada di atas? itu cuman contoh kecilnya aja.

Kadang gue heran sama orang-orang (gak peduli itu cowok atau cewek) yang selalu maki-maki orang tuanya walaupun dibelakang, gak ngakuin orang tuanya hanya karena (mungkin) mereka bukanlah orang yang 'berada'. yah mungkin dia hanya iri sama temen-temennya yang bisa dibilang "classy", bahkan orang-orang yang sempat berharap mereka gak akan pernah hidup di keluarga mereka.

Gue cuman mau tanya "punya otak gak?" "terus lu mau hidup sama siapa?" "diajarin rasa bersyukur kan sama agama kalian?"

Jujur aja, gue pribadi sebagai anak perempuan dari 5 bersaudara yang dimana cowokya ada 4orang, it means gue cewek sendiri hehehe, but it's not a big deal lah. I enjoy it :) gue ngerasa emang kadang gue ngerasa gak tau diri sebagai anak, maunya dimengerti, tapi gak mau ngertiin mereka.

Pemalas, Sembrono, Cuek kebangetan, gak pantes banget rasanya jadi anak perempuan dari mereka karena gue rasa kedua orang tua gue pun gak ada yang dulunya seperti itu *jadi gue anak siapa?*

Nah, tapi disini nih gue seharusnya bersyukur karena mereka menerima gue apa adanya, selalu sabar sama apa yang diucapin dari mulut gue, apalagi kalo omongan gue pedes.

That's why I write this blog to be published, I just want they to know that I love them so much with all my deepest heart. I'm just too shy to say.I hope someday, one of my brothers can open this blog and read it, so he can tell to my parents about it.

Emang sih kadang kita merasa malu buat ngungkapin apa yang sebenernya kita rasain sama orang tua kita, yang kita bisa cuman bilang kalo kita lagi kesel sama mereka.

Atau bahkan ngomong "i love you" dari mulut sendiri aja gak pernah? beraninya cuman lewat kue atau kartu ucapan di hari ibu, tapi gimana dengan bapak?

Mungkin orang tua kalian ada yang pernah ngomong "mama/papa gak minta dibales jasa-jasanya, cuman minta kamu berhasil aja di hari kelak itu udah bikin mama/papa seneng", itu bener banget! 

Biasanya kita jadi semangat untuk berusaha abis dibilang gitu, yah walaupun ujung-ujungnya loyo lagi karena banyak godaan.

Mereka seneng kalo kita seneng, ada yang bisa ngebayangin gimana kalo suatu saat kalian belum jadi orang sukses tapi mereka udah pergi begitu aja? dan lebih pahitnya lagi, kalian belum sempet ngomong kalo kalian tuh cinta sama mereka, sayang sama mereka, walaupun kalian sering nyakitin hati mereka.

IT'S GONNA BE YOUR SADNESS. WHEN YOUR PARENTS ARE GETTING OLD BUT YOU JUST DO NOTHING FOR THEM!

BECAUSE.. 

The most beautiful thing in this world is to see your parents smiling , and the next best thing is to know that…..

YOU    ARE    THE    REASON    BEHIND    THAT    SMILE :)